Behind a closed door

Posted by LeonnieFM at 5:14 PM

I haven't got any good subject to write for a whole month until I read Unquote's post mentioning about the extra blessing I received. Ehm, allow me to tell you a little secret about it.
I'm not a religious person. I do not pray like most people because I believe most people do not say prayers in the toilet. Yes, toilet. Toilet is my most sacred place. In the toilet, except doing my most private business, reading books, listening to music, I pray.
"But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you." ~ Matthew 6:5-7
My prayers are not spoken the way people say with beautiful words & full of praises. My prayers go like:

"Dude, thanks for letting me go out of trouble back in that shit hole. Shit Dude, it was a terrible situation. So thank You, alright?"

"Sir, You know I kinda need a huge amount of money this month. Damn, I don't know how to raise them in a zap, so I let You do it for me, OK?

For many of you readers, you may find that story disgraceful, disrespectful to God. I'm not surprised if I received cursing comments or maybe some people will hold a demonstration like when they screamed to ban a magazine for publishing a cartoon with a prophet drawing.
Be my guest. I won't care for a single drop.
That last prayer I wrote up there was answered with the exact amount of money (down to the last penny) just 2 days after from a business I didn't even know was going to come my way!
“So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.” ~ Hebrews 10:35-36
I'm not trying to brag about my abnormal habit or simply trying to be different from anybody. I'm not even trying to make a testimonial post too. I write this because I'm amazed how I'm proven everything I (quietly) believe so far and to write it seems to be the only thing that can let out this bubble from my chest. So if it is a testimony, let it be.

I will let you make your own conclusion because like what I wrote before, I do not appreciate much of religious pep-talk, so I will not give you. Who am I anyway. I'm just a woman who said her prayer behind a closed (toilet) door.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. ~ Matthew 7:7